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The World of Mind Control Through the Eyes of an Artist with 13 Alter Personas
Kim Noble is a rare
occurrence: a trauma-based mind control survivor with over 13 alter
personas who don’t know each other but who all paint. She has suffered
DID and MPD (dissociative identity disorder and multiple personality
disorder) for most of her life, as a result of an extremely traumatic
childhood. Each one of her alters paints with a personal and distinctive
style but they all have one thing in common: they reveal the dark world
of mind control programming, from its horrific techniques to its
symbolism. We’ll look at the works of this unique artist who reveals a
world that is totally hidden from the masses.
Many articles on this site point out the
presence of mind control symbolism in popular culture. Photo shoots,
music videos and movies often glamorize and trivialize mind control and
its symbolism by associating it with famous stars and trendy happenings.
The fact however remains that these references celebrate one of the
most abominable practices known to man: trauma based mind control, also
called Monarch programming. Originating from the secret CIA project
called MK-Ultra, Monarch programming subjects its victims to some of the
most sadistic tortures conceivable (for more details on Monarch
programming see the article entitled Origins and Techniques of Monarch Mind Control).
The works of Kim Noble vividly document
the life of a mind control slave through the eyes of 13 alter personas.
While a few of these alters paint peaceful landscapes and nature scenes,
most of them depict horrific aspects of mind control such as physical
torture, electroshock, violent sexual abuse, dehumanization and dark
occult rituals. The stories told by these paintings are almost too much
to bear, yet they likely actually happened to Kim Noble as they
precisely reflect accounts of other Monarch survivors. Looking at the
works of Kim Noble not only reveals gritty details of an abominable
practice carried on by “elite” organizations, it reveals the symbolism
that is also thrown in our faces on a daily basis through
corporate-owned mass media. Let’s look at the life and works of Kim
Noble.
Who Is Kim Noble?
I have the feeling that Kim Noble
herself would have trouble answering this question. Here’s the biography
found on her official website.
“Kim Noble is a woman who, from the age of 14
years, spent 20 years in and out of hospital until she made contact with
Dr Valerie Sinason and Dr Rob Hale at the Tavistock and Portman
Clinics. In 1995 she began therapy and was diagnosed with Dissociative
Identity Disorder (originally named multiple personality disorder).
D.I.D is a creative way to cope with unbearable pain. The main
personality splits into several parts with dissociative or amnesic
barriers between them. It is a controversial disorder but Kim has had
extensive tests over 2 years by leading psychology professor at UCL,
John Morton, who has established there is no memory between the
personalities and that she has the misfortune of representing the
British gold standard over genuine dissociation.
Having no formal art training, Kim and 13 of her
personalities (alters) became interested in painting in 2004 after
spending a short time with an art therapist. These 12 artists each have
their own distinctive style, colours and themes, ranging from solitary
desert scenes to sea scenes to abstracts, collages, and paintings with
traumatic content. Many alters are unaware that they share a body with
other artists.
What is remarkable to all is both the quality of
their work and the speed of their progress. Within five years of
starting to paint they have already had seventeen successful solo
exhibitions and participated in an equal number of group exhibitions.
Kim was also the first Artist in Residence at Springfield University
Hospital in Tooting, South West London.”
- kimnoble.com
Despite the fact that she
has to live with 13 alter personas – who randomly take control of her
body – Kim Noble is fortunate enough to be living a relatively normal
life. The fact that the programming stopped at a young age has helped
her become “well-adjusted”. She has a teenage daughter named Aimee, who
was mostly raised by the motherly alter named Bonny.
In the past few years, Kim Noble enjoyed some mainstream exposure and was featured in national newspapers such as The Telegraph, The Guardian, The Independent and several others. She even appeared at the Oprah Show,
where she was interviewed and was shown switching personas. As you
might expect from mainstream media, the coverage of Noble’s condition
was extremely superficial and focused on exploiting the “freak” aspect
of her condition for shock value. The true cause of her condition,
trauma-based mind control, which is extensively described in her works,
is almost never mentioned.
Although most articles and
interviews about Noble “applauded” her courage and whatnot, none of them
dared discussing the core message of her work and the system that it
describes. Many of Noble’s paintings depict terrible scenes of
organized, institutionalized and systematic violence, torture, and child
abuse combined with elaborate occult symbolism. It is obvious that the
trauma Noble went through was not caused by a single sadistic father but
by an organized entity that held many children. The only article I
found delving into the mind control aspect of Noble’s work was The Art of Dissociation from
the excellent website Pseudo-Occult Media. However, to most newspapers,
Noble’s work is nothing more than an example of “outsider art” (a term
popularized by trendy art-world douches to identify art created by
people with mental problems). Most observers are fascinated by the fact
that each one of Noble’s alters paint with a distinctive style, but it’s
as easy to recognize that her collective works describe her past as a
Monarch programming victim.
The “real” Kim Noble does
not recall any of the abuse she suffered – several of her alters do,
however, and they express all of it in their paintings.
“To all intents and purposes, each of Kim’s
personalities is an artist in their own right: Patricia paints the
solitary desert landscapes, Bonny’s pictures often feature robotic
dancing figures or “frieze people”, Suzy repeatedly paints a kneeling
mother, Judy’s canvasses are large, conceptual pieces while Ria’s work
reveals deeply traumatic events involving children.
These disturbing images are at the root of Kim’s extraordinary
condition; DID is a creative mental survival strategy whereby the
personality splits at a young age due to severe and chronic trauma. The
number of personalities that exist often depends on how long the trauma
lasts. But Kim herself has no memory of being abused as a child; she has
been protected over the years by her alters.
“I’ve been told I was abused and to me at this moment in time,
it’s too much. It goes in one ear and out the other. It’s no good
retraumatising me and telling me something I don’t want to know – in any
case, there would be a switch.”
Kim has good reason to fear learning about her past as it’s
possible that if she acquires too much information, she won’t be able to
cope and will “disappear”. It’s happened twice before. (omega)
This is where it gets really weird – for Kim isn’t Kim at all.
The personality I am interviewing is Patricia and it is she who manages
her and Aimee’s lives, but Patricia wasn’t always the dominant
personality. Before Patricia took over, Bonny held the fort and two
years previous to Bonny, it was Hayley.
Kim watches me closely as she explains: “You see Kim is just the
‘house’, the body. There isn’t a ‘Kim’ at all – she has completely
split. So we answer to the name Kim but really I am Patricia. When
people call us ‘Kim’ I suppose many of us just assume it’s a nickname,
but once people know you they don’t use your name very often in
conversation.”
Of the 20 or so personalities who share “Kim”, some are easily
identifiable: there is 15-year-old Judy who is anorexic and bulimic,
maternal Bonny, religious Salome, depressed Ken, sensible Hayley, Dawn,
Patricia and elective mute MJ. There are also a handful of children
“frozen” in time. A few of the alters know about the DID but many are
unaware – or refuse to accept it.
“Judy doesn’t believe in the DID,” explains Kim. “She’s only a
teenager and she calls our therapist a nutter when she tries to explain
it to her. She’s so young, she doesn’t even think Aimee is her daughter.
She knows about me and she thinks that I’m a terrible mother because
I’m always leaving Aimee. To her, it’s totally normal to keep coming and
going. She probably thinks that you come and go too.”
There are certain “triggers” that can force a change and
gradually Kim has learnt what they are in order to avoid them – but it
doesn’t stop her switching up to three or four times a day.”
- The Independent, “Kim Noble, a Woman Divided”
Let’s look at some of the
works created by some of Kim Noble’s alters as they each provide a
different look at the shady world of Monarch programming. Regular
readers of the Vigilant Citizen might realize that a lot of the symbolism found in Noble’s paintings are also found in popular culture.
Warning: Several of these paintings depict disturbing scenes which might not be suitable for young or sensitive readers.
Bonny
Bonny, who was Kim’s “dominant” alter
for a few years, is a warm and motherly figure. Most of her paintings
portray humans as mechanical robots – which is one of the ways one could
describe a mind control slave. Other pieces are more directly related
to Monarch programming such as this one, aptly titled “I’m Just Another
Personality”.
"I'm
Just Another Personality" visually represents the splitting of the
subject in several alters. The central figure, or the core personality
has become simply "another personality". It is blindfolded, representing
the victims total blindness to its condition.
This kind of imagery is sometimes found in popular culture by acts who exploit mind control imagery.
Lady Gaga on the cover of V with two alter personas.
Another piece made by Bonny, ironically named I-Test, symbolically depicts the reality of a mind control slave.
"I-Test"
portrays a blank, emotionless face with blindfolded eyes. The skull is
cracked, representing the fracturing of the psyche. One of the eyes is
bloody and we can assume that it has been poked out. The symbol of the
missing/hidden eye is extremely important in the world of Monarch mind
control. It symbolically represents the loss of half of victim's vision
of the world - the other half being "taken out" and controlled by the
handlers. In occult symbolism, the emphasis on one eye can refer to the
Eye of Horus, the All-Seeing Eye, a symbol of the occult elite.
A
promotional t-shirt of the movie Sucker Punch (which was all about
Monarch Programming - see “Sucker Punch” or How to Make Monarch Mind
Control Sexy) featuring a bloodied eye.
A cracked face on a promotional poster of Black Swan - another movie with heavy mind control elements.
Golden Dawn
Golden Dawn is the alter that saw the
birth her daughter Aimee. However, Dawn believes that Aimee is still a
baby and does not recognize the teenage girl that lives with her. The
name “Golden Dawn” has a heavy occult connotation as it is the name of
an important and powerful secret society that taught Hermetic Kabbalah,
astrology, occult tarot, geomancy, and alchemy to its initiates. It held
within its ranks prominent occultists such as Arthur Edward Waite and
Aleister Crowley. The process of Monarch mind control combines
state-of-the-art “science” (if you can call torture “science”) with
ancient occultism, whether it be in hermetic theories, kabbalistic
symbolism or invocation rituals. It is therefore no surprise that she
was given this occult-inspired name.
Her piece entitled “The Naming” visually depicts the process of creating and naming a new alter.
"The
Naming" is an auto-portrait of Kim with one eye that was removed from
the face and placed above her, bloody, which conveys the violent nature
of the process. Once again, mind control is symbolized by the loss of an
eye which appears to have been replaced by a text/poem that was
probably used to program her.
Most of Dawn’s other paintings feature limbless, mannequin-like figures who are subjected to various methods of torture.
"Armless Goddess" portrays a hopelessly powerless figure, ironically referred to as goddess.
"Armed Goddess" depicts another traumatic torture scene.
Key
The alter “Key” appears to have a
profound understanding of the process of mind control and its underlying
occult aspect. The name “Key” might refer to terms such as the “Key of
the Mysteries” or “Solomon’s Key” as she seemed to have been programmed
to understand some of the occult concepts utilized in mind control. Most
of this alter’s works describe the programming process as a kabbalistic
“Great Work”, with the Tree of Life (the main symbol of the Kaballah)
as the main object of focus.
“It Happens” is an extremely detailed
work describing the several layers of programming required to traumatize
and program a mind control victim. The title “It Happens” is a
disabused way of saying that … all of this really happened.
"It
Happens" is comprised of overlapping layers surrounding a central
figure: a helpless person strapped to a bed. The head is symbolically
"decapitated" from the body using a line, representing the concept of
dissociation. Each one of the overlapping layers contains a set of
pictographs representing either traumatic events or occult symbolism.
The outer layer depicts scenes of victims being electrshocked, hung from
a tree, being caged, raped (sometimes with animals), caged, buried
alive and more. From this outside layer, arrows point towards the second
layer, which contains zodiac signs. According to F. Springmeier, zodiac
signs are used as a code to assign and file body programs. The center
layer surrounding the victim contains words such as "Hell", "Devil",
"Blood" and "Kill" which are shock words used to further traumatize the
victim.
This
one, entitled "Golden Kaballa", uses the same basic layout as the
previous image but replaces scenes of trauma with occult symbols and the
central figure with the kabbalistic Tree of Life. Each one of the Tree
of Life's colourful spheres, named Sephirots, are used in Monarch mind
control as "compartments" to store alter personas. The outer layer of
the work contains the name of each of the ten spheres of the Tree of
Life with its associated Hebrew letter.
By overlapping the trauma depicted in
“It Happens” with occult aspects of “Golden Kabballah”, we get a rather
complete idea of the process of mind control. They schematize, with near
mathematical precision, a process that is described by authors on mind
control such as Fritz Springmeier.
“The Cabala is synonymous with Hermeticism or
Hermetic magic. The Cabala was jewish-babylonian magic. The jewish black
magicians brought it to Europe. It began to get widespread notice in
Europe after Enlightenment period. The great pyramid according to the
occult is a symbol of the Cabalistic Tree of Life–the branches of the
tree form the four streams or lines to the base of the pyramid. Because
the Cabala is the basis of their hermetic magic, Illuminati systems will
be fairly consistent in the make of a slave’s internal Tree of Life and
Tree of Evil. (…)
The rooms of the tree of life have names. Essentially, every
Illuminati hierarchy victim, has the Cabalistic tree of life placed in
them. This tree lies below the other trees. The circles that make up the
internal Cabalistic Tree of Life are called rooms or quads by the
various survivors. Alters can use the internal Tree of Life to work
magic internally. It also reminds deeper alters of cult control. The
circles of the tree are rooms that can be entered into. Mt. Qabbalah is a
figurative mountain in the Cabala.”
- Fritz Springmeier, The Illuminati Formula to Create a Mind Control Slave
This next piece, entitled “Seven Levels” is another highly detailed account of the process of dissociation.
Comprised of several layers, this works
depicts, from bottom to top, the “evolution” of a slave from the hell of
trauma to the “heavenly” feeling of dissociation. The bottom two layers
depict several horrific scenes of trauma. For example, we see in the
bottom left corner a pregnant women giving birth to a dead child in a
pool of blood under disturbing phrases such as “No Life”, “Death” and
“Blood Death All Around”. There are also several caged children, others
being electroshocked and others hung upside down. Inverted crosses are
found all around these two bottom layers, reminding us that these
traumatic events are Satanic Ritual Abuse (SRA).
All of this trauma, pain and suffering
seems to be “channeled” towards the layers above, consisting of a
plethora of occult symbols such as the Tree of Life, the signs of the
zodiac and All-Seeing eyes. It is during this occult level that the
transformation occurs.
The top layer represents the (only)
escape to all this trauma: dissociation. It is represented by an angelic
figure rising to the sky. Looking closely however, we see an All-Seeing
Eye in the sky, which reminds us that this escape is not true freedom,
but a controlled state that has been induced by the handlers.
Judy
This alter is a teenage girl who is
anorexic. Most of her paintings place a heavy emphasis on the concept
of duality – one of the most basic occult concepts exploited by mind
control rituals. Duality is an ancient hermetic concept which is
traditionally represented with the juxtaposition of the colors black and
white, as with the Masonic checkerboard pattern or the symbol of the
Ying Yang.
Judy’s works often give a prominent
place to the Masonic checkerboard floor, the surface on which occult
rituals and ceremonies take place in secret societies. She was probably
heavily exposed to the concept of duality (good girl vs evil girl –
something that is also found in popular culture) and the symbol of the
checkered floor was probably physically used during programming.
"Crying
Rose" fully exploits the theme of duality used on mind control victims
to create a "split of personality". The crying girl, who is dressed in a
checkered dress, reflects the checkerboard pattern floor, therefore
insinuating that duality is occurring within her.
This
piece, titled "Symbolic or What", is indeed ... symbolic. Two girls (or
two personas of the same girl) avoid stepping on the checkerboard floor
due to the presence of a snake. They appear to be covering their
genitals, implying that the snake is phallic symbol. The painting also
attests to the great psychic power of the checkerboard pattern on
victims, a trait that was probably part of the programming.
This
painting portrays Monarch slaves as literal pawns on a chessboard, who
are "played with" to then be disposed of by their handlers.
This
self-portrait depicts Judy as a person divided into opposite entities.
The concept of duality is therefore very present and represented by the
juxtaposition of the colors black and white. The shock words and insults
on the image recall the violent and abusive process that leads to the
fragmentation of the personality.
Ria Pratt
The paintings made by Ria Pratt are the
most graphic and disturbing but also the most revealing. The alter
believes she is a 12 year old girl and has vivid recollections of the
trauma she has been subjected to, whether it be sexual, physical or
dehumanizing. Simply watching these paintings is a difficult experience –
it is further disheartening to realize that she actually lived these
situations.
"It's
a Dog's Life" depicts mind control victims being held on a leash like
dogs - a technique to humiliate and dehumanize the victims. Notice the
"transparent" version of the children floating in the air, representing
their dissociated alter personality. An inscription on the wall says
"Pratt Was Here" which emphasizes the fact that she saw and lived these
things first hand.
Entitled
"Too Much", the painting depicts a victim being electroshocked by a
handler with a sick smile. The pain is "Too Much" to handle, resulting
in the victim's dissociation.
"What
Ted Saw" depicts the abuse of a small child by its handlers. "Ted" is
the small Teddy Bear sitting on the floor. Young mind control victims
are often given Teddy Bears by their handlers to make them develop an
emotional attachment to them. This attachment is then exploited by the
handlers to create emotional trauma.
In
"Ted's Legless", Ria's handler rips off one of her best friend's legs
while forcibly holding her on the ground. The trauma causes
dissociation, which is represented by the transparent version of the
girl. Haunting words are inscribed on the wall: "Help Me Please" and
"Pratt was Here".
The
symbol of a teared up teddy bear sometimes utilized by mass media in
works containing hidden references to mind control. This scene is from a
music video from pop singer Jessie J's (see full article here), which
contains several references to Monarch programming.
"Unspeakable"
depicts the unspeakable: the abuse of small children by their handlers.
Strange phrases a written on the wall along with an inverted cross, a
symbol that appears to be hardwired into the brains of Monarch slaves.
"No
No!" depicts a forced abortion or premature birth. The bloody operation
is witnessed by Ria, probably to traumatize her. According to Ellen P.
Lacter, fetuses are either sacrificed in rituals or used as slaves.
Another of abuse involving children, who have dissociated (transparent bodies floating).
Children caged up like animals about to be tortured by a handler (who also appears to have dissociated).
- This sums up the life of a Monarch slave.
In Conclusion
Although Kim Noble enjoyed some
mainstream exposure, the true source of the artist’s condition – Monarch
programming – is nowhere to be found in mass media. Analyzed in its
entirety, Noble’s body of work describes a highly organized and complex
system that appears to hold great amounts of knowledge- occult and
scientific – as well as material resources. This system also appears to
literally own humans, mostly children, who are abused and traumatized
to create within them programmable alter personas. The fact that no
newspapers dared to investigate (or even mention) anything related to
MK-Ultra, a program that was proved to use the exact techniques
described in the paintings, tells volumes about the power of those
operating it. The soulless handlers depicted in Noble’s paintings are
not lone psychopaths, but high level officials of the Illuminati system
who enjoy media immunity. In fact, they are sometimes part of the media
as the worlds of the entertainment business and Monarch programming
often collude.
Partly for this reason, the symbolism
used during Monarch programming has spilled over to the mainstream
entertainment business. Some of the world’s biggest stars are products
of mind control. The same symbols used in the programming of Monarch
slaves is sent to the world through mass media. High level mind control
handlers and slaves (those who have “succeeded” at the various levels of
programming) end up operating in show business. Some of our favorite
entertainers are nothing more than puppets whose strings are pulled by
unseen handlers. These handlers are “unseen” to most, but they certainly
make themselves “seen” through the symbolism placed in the media.
Many of the symbols described on this
site directly originate from the shady world of Monarch programming,
which uses a complex system of occult images and powerful triggers.
Although most of us are fortunate enough not to live through the hell
endured by these MK slaves, we are still subject to a form of
programming using movies, television, music and other forms of mass
media. Those who operate behind the scenes attempt to slowly normalize
their existence and their depraved behaviour. Why are children being so
aggressively sexualized in mass media? Is it because people in the
entertainment business are connected with the people who commit the
horrific acts portrayed above? Sadly, the reality is sicker than the
fiction.
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