Don't go back to sleep

This song has been out since this past summer.  It supposedly is about love, yet there are some of us who question whether it is referring to mind control.  In any case, the refrain “Don’t wake me up” haunts me whenever I hear it… As if it is preferable to remain in the dark, sound asleep.  It is not.  We know the truth and have woken from the program.  Songs like this don’t change the truth.

This is for the many lights. This time now, is one of our integration.  We are seeing everything clearly now, and have the opportunity to choose only that which serves us.  Our eyes are open for good.  I am choosing to:

-          Do that which serves me only.

-          Dress in clothes I feel good in.

-          Eat only food that agrees with my body.

-          Move in ways that coincide with the woman I desire to be.

-          Be who I’ve ever wanted to be.

-          Say only words that support whoever that happens to be.

This is consciousness and she/he has arrived on your doorstep without baggage.  This is good news.  It feels unfamiliar, awkward even.  This is uncharted territory. He/she is an unannounced, but not uninvited guest.  It will help to remember that.

Surprise is not a comfortable emotion for you/ for us.  History has proven to you that it means something bad is about to happen.  All of that is in your past.  This is a good surprise.  Wholeness has arrived. 

Splintering is no longer necessary or possible with consciousness in your house.  It’s all you, all here, all now, all the time.  You do not need protection; this guest will not hurt you.

There is nothing hidden, everything is out there in the open.  All parts of you are now available for you and for all parts of your life.  This will take getting used to.  You’ll have to let go of the bad, sad, shameful emotions that are based on a lie.  Remembering is a good thing. It’s all part of what makes you, you.

Yes, things have been done to you that are not polite conversation.  Yes, you have seen things you may never share with anyone; possibly done things no one will ever hear you admit.  It’s all true.  It’s all you.  It’s okay now.  You survived.  It was not your intent to survive and then succumb to depression or fear.  You want so much more than that.

There is no shame in what has happened.  This is the biggest hurdle you face.  Hold your head up and face all of your childhood, every day of it.  That little boy or little girl wants only your love.  They made it through whatever horror they had to in order for you to have this moment.  Your integration and full life is possible because of their bravery and strength.  Celebrate them!  Do not be ashamed.  They are waiting for you to.  It is what they lived for.

They live in you.  Every moment they lived is accessible to you now.  Respect their strength, their will and their determination.  Shame is not what they deserve.  Pride is the most appropriate emotion now. You are one of many lights, here to illuminate the world we share.  Stay awake with your light blazing!

I am,

Just One Light